No complaints and no grudges

Few days back Anvitha fell down from the cot (i still do not know if she actually fell down or came down by herself).
I felt miserable and guilty about as i knew it was my fault.
Yet there was no way and means for her to say 'amma you made me fall down'.

There are times when i am tired and frustrated at night when she refuses to sleep: i shout at her and a give beating too now and then.
Even then, the next day when she wakes up she gives me such a true smile and a hug!

She keeps no grudge against me and doesn't complain when i am at wrong but i shout for no fault of hers.

Anklet

Sleep and Noise

Every time i put Anvitha to sleep there starts all kinds of noises from all across this apartment.
My neighbour starts grinding something, the person staying in the next level starts repairing something, the maid in one more apartment starts washing clothes etc etc.,
And this whole process doesn't happen just a day or two but everyday!!!
She being a light sleeper wakes up instantly.